I should just give up. It hurts the most when someone has to question if they love you. I always thought love was something you just feel and you just know. That's how i feel about it. I guess I'm not special enough to anyone to be loved like that. I'm just noone special and it hurts because all i want is to be that special someone for him. This hurts too much to continue loving someone who doesn't know what they want. My heart rebreaks every minute. I have to carry on with my life and leave him be. Im sorry for loving you. Im sorry for everything. I deserve this.