ok, so ive come to the conclusion that i have to move on. I never really thought about moving on completely because i assumed we would get back together, but i cant force someone to be in love with me. if he realizes that he loves me still, then i dont know, but as of right now, things are quite over. Summer will be good for us because we wont see eachother and we'll both be busy working and whatnot. i have to just respect the fact that he doesnt want a relationship. we both want different things. We'll see where this takes us.