Wednesday, June 10, 2009
really hard night.
greg txted me today. all these things he had been saying made me see a change in him and i had to give him another chance. he drove down the second i said he could which is what i always wanted him to do. he was saying all the right things, everything i always wanted to hear from him, so why didnt i feel head over heels? i wanted to so badly. i called chris and told him i could only be his friend. i told him this because i wanted to be in love with greg so badly. but i couldnt. watching greg cry for hours is the hardest thing in the world to do. i never wanted to hurt him, i wanted to love him. i never wanted it to end like this. Im so sorry.