So, my life right now is incredible. I have such an amazing boyfriend. he is truely just the most perfect person I can ask for. but still, i think about Greg. Not at all because I miss him as a boyfriend, but i really do miss him as my best friend. I dont know how things got so skewed. We just stopped talking. he moved on from even being a friend to me. I feltl ike he changed. He always said that he thought i was expecting him to treat me like i was his girlfriend but thats not true. I wanted him to treat me nicely, as a friend. Things will never be the same and Im ok with that but Im not ok with the fact that I might never talk to him or hang out with him again. Chris is very important to me and I am really the luckiest girl in the entire world to have him but i have no friends anymore. I feel betrayed by so many people. Everyone just got so lame. I dont know how it happened. I guess I should continue taking things one day at a time and see where life takes me.
So finals are next week. On tuesday I have a marketing presentation where we are presenting a marketing strategy to the actual VP of iMainGo. I am really excited but really nervous. My group is the worst. I basically have done all of the work including coming up with the idea. Butat least it will be how i want it to be.
Thursday is my last final. Friday I move out and then Im going camping in SB with Chris Julie and her boyfriend Josh. It will be really fun. The sometime in early January Chris and I are going to visit his cousin Chelsea in SF. She is really awesome. His whole family is incredible and they are all so fun.
Im also gonna be working full time at the rec dept. this break. hopefully make enough money for the semester, but i doubt it. Im gonna have to take out a loan.. Ive gone 3.5 years of college without a loan and now on my last semester I need one. So lame. but hopefully I will get a job after graduation.
Oh! During Spring Break Im gonna go visit Chris in Belgium with his sister, Rainey. I am beyond excited. Which reminds me, I need to get my passport soon! I am so so so excited. It will be really good bonding for his sister and I also which Im excited for. Ive never relaly traveled anywhere except for Canada in 10th grade. I cannot wait to explore the world. I want to travel EVERYWHERE!. sO stoked for the future and cannot wait to see what else there is to come!.
Love ya. <3
-one thing I wanna do before I do- have a song written and performed for me.