Saturday, January 16, 2010


Im so bored. Chris left today to go to training in Santa Rosa. I miss him so much. He hasnt even been gone for a day. School starts on tuesday. Ugh so not ready for it. I am really over it,and i am so excited for my life. I am really tired. I woke up at like 6am with Chris. He was leaving at 8 but we wanted to wake up early so we could just be together. We talked til really late last night. We both almost started crying. We were comforting eachother about him being gone for so long. omg and last night we went out to dinnner wtih his family and Bjorn made a speech saying how Chris's family is so amazing and he was really thankful and iti was sweet. and then Chris was loike I have a speech too. He said he has an amazing family and great friends and now he has an amazing girlfriend and he feels very complete. I almost started crying. and then he was telling them that it was our 7 monthiversary and they were asking us about our first date and stuff. We just had a really great time. Then we went back to his house and we all played cranium. Chris and I won, of course lol It was really fun. I love his family and I am so happy I am with a guy who comes from such great people. Its obvious where he gets it from. well im tired and i sitll have to pack to move into the dorms. i will probably be blogging a lot because i have no friends at school lol. cant wait for chris to get back! I am SO happy!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Going Private...

So, Due to one or two immature people, I will be privatizing my blog. I dont need someone telling me things that are so far from the truth it makes me laugh. So say your last words now because once I get off work It will be private. I am still loving life and I am happier than Ive ever chew on THAT.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Crater Face

So I was at my internship yesterday and I was checking my email account because I needed to see what tasks I was assigned. Well, I had 5 comments on my blog spot which was weird because i never usually get comments. They were all from an anonymous person saying stuff about how I am a "Crater Face"

for example, one comment was "i heard puppies don't like crater faces" because I had blogged about wanting to adopt a puppy.

Being 21, I forgot immature people can be lol. Like, I have not been called a name like that since about the 7th grade. So weird. I feel bad for the person. They really must be bored haha and yea, i might not have great skin, but that goes away and even with my bad skin i still have someone super amazing with me, telling me i am beautiful everyday. They are just jealous, Im sure. I mean, who wouldnt be?

So lots has happened in the past few days. My computer got a virus....crashed....and i lost all of my pictures...again. I am really upset and i should have backed up my files but i just never had time. Cant go back now so no use in dwelling over it.

Chris's friend Bjorn is styaing with him. He is a cyclist too. He rides with radioshack which is Lance Armstrong's team. He said he is a pretty nice guy. So we have all just been haning out. Last night we made sushi and Chris's sister made some too. I love hanging out with such great people. People who don't talk abotu other people and people who are just so real and so happy and so appreciative of live. I love it.

I am pretty stressed lately over money.. lets see these are the things i need
passport- $115
plane ticket- $900
bridesmaid dress- $100
wedding gift- $50
mom bday gift-$30
gas money back to school-$40
school supplies-$20

and my pay check next thursday will be $200....HA soooo I am probably going to take out a loan. Chris said he would pay for my plane ticket for right now and i dont hve to pay him back for awhle. So, that is a relief.

I am so excited for belgium. I cannot wait! We are going to take a plane from Belgium to Paris. That will be so amazing. And then once Chris is back in the summer, he is doing the Tour of California races, which will be soooo fun to watch. I am going to make a huge sign for Chris. He is racing with the top cyclist in the WORLD. its so incredible. I am such a proud girlfriend lol. He is just amazing.

School is going to suck. I dont have friends anymore except stephanie H. which she is super cool but lives all the way in Simi. I guess its better to have a few real friends than hang out with a lot of fake people. I cant wait for graduation. Life gets better and better and I am so excited.

So if you want to call me a crater face one more time, go ahead if it makes you feel better, but just know, you cannot bring me down. I am the luckiest girl in the world.