I hate how much I think about our friendship that was thrown away. I really fucking hate it. Out of all the people I was friends with, I thought you were different. I thought youd at least give me the courtesy of giving me a logical reason. I was fine and over it all, but you just threw away our friendship like it was nothing. like we weren't best friends for over 3 years. but I guess you changed. My only question is how could you do that? Do you not feel horrible? I guess Ill never know and Ill live with these unanswered questions in my head. So fucking stupid.